May 2013
13 posts
grrrlfever:
you keep saying “we’re all human” but all i hear is “i want to completely ignore institutionalised oppression and shut my eyes and pretend everyone is treated equally to escape the guilt of the numerous privileges i’m afforded”
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| = ego subconscious | conscious some people are —————————————-|— others are ——-|—————————————- it is possible to be...
ive told a lie but never lived one by believing in it myself
the sad thing is a lot of people do
and they are the ones who tell themselves they havent
but if this was truly the case you wouldnt have to tell yourself that
the tricky part is that when you tell yourself something it can seem to yourself like you really do know it and it is easily accepted as truth
people are suffering greatly...
is it cause im listening to The Beatles?
im sitting here listening to music and im all chill then i move my arm and smash my elbow into the table and it hurt really bad but then i had to laugh and i’m not sure why but it made me happy
April 2013
28 posts
we’re all the same but also different
seven billion souls
one shattered spirit
if you can’t control yourself, you’ll be controlled by someone else most of what you think is a result from what you’ve felt emotions inspired by lies are real nonetheless find a mirror. find your eyes. expose your loneliness. always ask why, and the truth is always there. if you cant see it, what direction do you stare? will you ever change? is the pain worth gain? how many ever...
I’ve spent plenty of time at home doing nothing but watching anime and playing League of Legends, drinking coffe and learning how to play the guitar. I am finally learning how to stop thinking. I just have to keep telling myself that no matter what it is, it’s not important. Whatever I may think that I find out, no matter how true I think it is, will not change a thing. I don’t...
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I had a friend that killed herself.
You aren’t humans, you’re monsters. You trample over everything beautiful about a person. You pillage and plunder their inner temple. You steal their love and leave behind fear. You set a fire that burns away compassion and create ashes of anger and despair. The next time you are alone and your mind begins to wandar, I hope that you swallow your pride and then choke on it.
someone close to me died. i haven’t shed a single tear. i’ve seen my own grandfather die and i haven’t cried. is something wrong with me? i feel sad and i miss them but it’s never enough for me to cry.
having fun to be happy will never be as good as having fun because you’re happy. when you’re truly happy even things like washing the dishes can seem fun. it’s the difference between a heavy heart and levity.
what if you are really the warmth that leaves the body when you die
ive spent so much time trying to figure out what the fuck this is. this thing called life. i’ve spent just as much time also trying to figure out what it is we really are. i don’t have any words to share but i have my own understanding. i really need to quit being so lazy and get to work writing and learning to play my guitar. i could never explain properly with words alone some of the...
braydaaan:
Do you ever go on YouTube thinking you’ll just be on to watch a quick music video then later you find yourself watching a tutorial on how to walk a giraffe.
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My Last Mushroom Trip
This is the story of a time I almost died. I had been on a mushroom eating frenzy, and it was my third trip in a four day span. I must say that the first two were beautiful. This time was my last trip ever. I can remember holding them in my hand and thinking to myself that something is different. I knew that it was a bad idea but I ate them before I had time to hesitate. Once they were down I...
do you guys whisper italics in your head
because i do
“Close your eyes,
fall in love,
stay there.”
– Rumi (via thegoldeneternity)
i think a lot but i don’t ever do anything and so i’m not sure what it is im thinking about. am i crazy or maybe stupid? is life really a dream and am i becoming lucid?
March 2013
18 posts
The simplest things are hardest to explain
Its so hard to be easy.
Simple things are complicated.
Like those feelings I feel,
Got me aggravated.
I do not know how to explain
What im thinking.
Words wont cut it no more,
Thats why now im singing.
This world is so wrong.
Lets make right.
In the midst of all this pain,
How can I feel alright?
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Easter in America
On one part of Earth kids are going to be picking eggs up off the ground and enjoying candy. At the same time another kid, on another part of the Earth, is going to die from starvation. Yeah I want to ruin your holiday. Yeah I think there’s something wrong with it. It’s just hard for me to be in the mood to celebrate a holiday while being conscious of others. I’ve thought about...
Creative juices oozing out from under my...
On any day in any way I can say I love. Without a name it’s not a game There is no blame to shove, In a face from outer space Without a trace thereof. The world needs from what I see, It fits me like a glove.
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open mind my ass
you don’t want an open mind. open minds are subject to being closed. what you need is a heart that doesnt judge and isn’t intolerant. what you need is love.
